I'm drunk. Ive had three wines, in my new more moderated world, thats drunk. Normally three wines was my starter to client drinks, id down them with colleagues before everyone arrived to get the night going! So this morning we went to church, he made us feel guilty! The father, to whom I focused my attention on, looked jaw clenchingly at for some recognition, made me feel guilty! He talked of compassion, generosity of spirit, giving to those who are not doing as well as us!... I gave to my favourite homeless man last night, he got his usual coffee and 2 pounds.... Thats ok right??? All I can say is I'm going into tomorrow's trading world feeling v philosophical ....what is all this about?

Good night
Miss McArbitrage